1.I'm Sorry I'm Leaving
Your middle finger was clutching my thumb through the park and
over macdougal.
The torches were blazing about our street and just down from the
sky.
Casey stepped with anna off the curb.
His shoes are clogs, did you see？
They dipped in that puddle, the one catching green.
They were tripping up and slipping around, singing 'rolalita
come out tonight' and oh i wanted to pull you down.
Roll on top of me, baby. just roll.
We'll wreck our clothes.
We'll scrape our knees.
We'll taste the scabs.
You, sweet, are worth these next four months until i bail out
and kiss behind your ears, drive off in the van.
Oh my god, i think i'm dying in this car seat, where i'll spend
through winter.
2.Hold
Oh well, you've got me under your spell and i don't think that
i'm kidding around.
I don't think i can forget you now. i once sat up on my roof and
examined the planning of my town.
I saw the structured grid and pavement cutting through grass and
i remembered the cold of winter running up the legs of my pants.
I picked the nicest lawn and imagined the two of us rolling
around down along the ground.
I saw myself touch your face and i noticed jets begin to race
above our heads.
But i pinched my arm and remembered how much you hate me.
I remembered the fact that i can't see what you need and i'm too
stupid to be aware of the beauty that you give this place and
how shitty this town would seem without you in it.
When you aren't around i let the shades fall down to shut out
all the sun's light and make myself feel all right.
What am i doing with my life？
Remember that the only things we need sometimes are chilly
nights and warmer thighs, 'cause there's nothing like being
held.
3.Jessie ＆ My Whetstone
To me, the only thing left after a while was that night we
watched documentaries up through morning and then you kicked me
out.
You opened up your screen door and threw me off the porch.
It was summer then and i drove home whistling muddy waters down
the pike.
And that was that：our one sweet night together.
Under highway signs i watched our love start fluttering and
dissipating.
I counted all the headlights to make sure i was all right.
Now i'm wondering is it me or is it me that can't see silver
linings？
So i fucked it up. i watched you go.
I saw my hand not dialing the phone.
All i'm left to do is remember the dull room we sat in blue
stream light watching the strike of '59.
I dreamed of wrecking my underwear.
Oh can't i touch your cheeks somewhere under dirt filled rainy
nights with my socks stuck in the mud？
Please come dive in puddles with me.
4.Take Our Cars Now!
Don't you remember the last time we were speeding down this
highway？
Anna slept in the back seat, dreaming in the autumn heat.
We turned up the country radio.
I said, 'if you want me just say so.'
I slicked back my hair in the wind.
I told you i didn't want my picture taken but you snapped it
anyway.
Now i guess you won't have trouble remembering me someday.
So i floored it and swerved around the lanes.
I kept wishing it were you instead of me behind the wheel so
maybe with my camera i could steal a shot of you and go home to
put it in my room.
Maybe you'll never remember me.
Maybe my face will lose these scars, 'cause sometimes they keep
me home at night where i duck under the covers and wince when i
see the light.
5.I Melt With You
Moving forward using all my breath
Making love to you was never second best
I saw the world thrashing all around your face
Never really knowing it was always mesh and lace
I'll stop the world and melt with you
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and i won't do
I'll stop the world and melt with you
Dream of better lives the kind which never hate
Dropped in the state of imaginary grace
I made a pilgrimage to save this human race
Never comprehending a race that long gone by
I'll stop the world and melt with you
You've seen the difference and it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and i won't do
I'll stop the world and melt with you
The future's open wide
I'll stop the world and melt with you
I've seen some changes but it's getting better all the time
There's nothing you and i won't do
I'll stop the world and melt with you
6.The Way His Collar Falls
Leif and i are on the train to new york in car 1399.
There's a guy with a quarter in his ear and i've seen leif only
once in the past two months.
His hair is sticking up a little in the front. he's losing it
just a bit.
When i get home tonight i'll miss him in hampshire.
I'll miss his glasses and the way he writes in purple pen, the
way his collar falls to the left.
Have you seen his ankles lately？
I know he's next to me.
I feel his sweater here, but when i'm sleeping it's only green
sheets and the hair down my legs.
I think i'll write you, leif, when i'm near tuesday, sometime
before you go and i'm back on the train.
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